
Idyllica– Part of Continuum: The Red Tree at 25 at Principle Gallery
Rhythm, symmetry, and a happy combination of elegance and utility – a blend often desired in later days of hope and struggle – these have been fully attained, and with them a delight in quiet communion with Nature, expressing as she does the sense of beauty in orderliness.
–Marie-Luise Gothein, A History of Garden Art (1913)
Well, all the work for my 25th solo show at the Principle Gallery is prepped, framed, and sealed up.
Done.
Always a great sense of relief when it is completed, like a deeply drawn breath finally being released. But this relief is short-lived, unfortunately. It quickly transforms into the anxiety of how well the work will be received, which is something that I cannot predict with any accuracy at all.
Early on and in my first solos shows, I could often accurately tell immediately how people would react to a new piece. Over the years, I have seemingly lost that ability. How people react, whether they connect with the work in any way, seems like a mystery to me now. Sometimes the paintings with which I most deeply connect and demand my eyes’ constant attention here in the studio get overlooked in the galleries and are slow to find new homes.
That is vexing, causing me to question my own judgement of my work. Can an artist really judge their own work, outside of it achieving whatever purpose it serves for them personally?
I don’t know if there is a one-size-fits-all answer to that question. I have found that the stronger I felt about a show, the more crushing it was when it didn’t see the hoped-for results that I felt it deserved.
Maybe it’s just superstition but I have begun to worry whenever I feel too good about a show. Using that as a guideline, I am absolutely terrified for this show at the Principle Gallery.
Mortified.
As satisfied as I have felt about prior shows, this group of work feels like it has everything I have been desiring and aiming for in my exhibits for some time. Like a culmination, like an endpoint that I didn’t realize was even there. It is a group of work that checks so many boxed for me, having great continuity throughout, in content, feel, color quality, and presentation. And size and weight. It feels strongly unified.
I stated earlier that my goal for this show was for it to have real visual impact on the walls of the Principle Gallery. Maybe I am jinxing myself by saying this, but I really think this might be the most visually impactful show as a whole that I will have done there in quite a while. And I say that without diminishing any of the earlier shows. They were all strong shows in my eyes but this one feels like it has its own distinct and singular sense of fullness and purpose, one that runs like an electric current from piece to piece.
I think this show is among my best and that scares the hell out of me.
Take for example, the painting, Idyllica. It’s a large piece, coming in at 30″ high by 48″ wide on canvas. For me, the words at the top from Marie-Luise Gothein, who in 1913 wrote what is still considered the bible for formal garden design, fit this painting perfectly– Rhythm, symmetry, and a happy combination of elegance and utility… in quiet communion with Nature, expressing as she does the sense of beauty in orderliness.
It is a piece that has an elegant simplicity and rhythm that speaks to some deeper inner emotion within me. I felt a sense of catharsis, a genuine emotional reaction, on finishing this painting. It’s something that occurred with most of the work from this show, as well.
I would like to say that this means something, but I don’t know that it truly does for anyone but me. That’s okay. It does everything I need it to do for me.
And that’s all I can ask of any piece.
Continuum: The Red Tree at 25 opens Friday, June 14, 2024 at the Principle Gallery in historic Old Town Alexandria, Virginia. Idyllica and I will be at the opening reception that evening. Hope to see you there.
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