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A Way Forward

June 7, 2026 by redtreetimes

A Way Forward (2012)- Now at Principle Gallery

If we would guide by the light of reason, we must let our minds be bold.

–Justice Louis Brandeis, dissenting opinion in Jay Burns Baking Co. v. Bryan (1924)

The painting above, A Way Forward, was completed in 2012. It left the studio almost as soon as it was done so I only lived with it for a very brief time. Since it left, with only its image to remind me of it, I thought it was good piece. A very good painting even.

But something always seemed missing in it. The image I was looking at on my computer screen didn’t seem to fully capture what I remembered of that piece. After a while I just rationalized that away by saying that I didn’t get to fully know the painting since it lived with me for such a short period of time and that the image on the screen was most likely accurate.

When it returned to the studio several months ago, I realized how wrong I had been. The image on the screen didn’t capture hardly any of the depth or nuance in this painting. That image was much flatter in tone, the colors seemed too dark and dull, and it had a sort of yellow glaze over the whole of it. It was a like I was looking at a different and altogether inferior painting.

The actual painting was so much more. Shockingly so.

It was, of course, my fault as that earlier image was from my own photography and photo editing. This was not the first instance of this, especially in work from that period around 2012 and 2013. I featured painting, Islander, here this past week whose digital image had many of the same flaws as that of this painting. It was a mess, causing the painting to lose much of the pop that made it so effectively alive when seen in person.

I am not sure why there was this dramatic lapse in the quality of the images at that time.  Maybe it was the camera or computer I was working with at the time. I don’t really know. Whatever the reason, I am aware that my photography often does not always capture the depth or the full effect of certain pieces. I have been told numerous times by people in the galleries how much better the work looked in person, that the images they saw online didn’t compare. I have often written here that if you like the image here, you’ll love it even more in person.

I immediately reshot both paintings, as well as a few more from that time. The image here is infinitely better than my original image of this painting. But even then, it will still show more depth and subtlety in person.

My opinion of this painting soared after getting it back. Even its emotional impact and messaging, as I saw it then in 2012 and now, seemed clearer to me. It has a pop to it feels much bolder and far more confident than the image I looked at for so many years. There is again lovely nuance in the sky and distant hills and the Red Tree seems to have an air of certainty in its stance and position as a guide pointing us forward into the future.

It is a piece filled with hopeful optimism.

I once again feel that excitement that I remember feeling when it was painted back in 2012, a feeling that was somewhat dulled in my memory by my poor imaging of it.

Now I am able to fully enjoy this painting again and I am thrilled.

This painting, A Way Forward, is 10″ by 16″ on paper, matted and framed at 16″ by 22″. It is included in Flow, my annual solo exhibit at the Principle Gallery that opens Friday, June 12 with an opening reception from 6-8:30 PM.

For this week’s Sunday Morning Music, here’s a favorite song that the Red Tree might very well be singing in this painting. This is the classic I’ll Take You There. from the always great Staple Singers.

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Great Question

June 6, 2026 by redtreetimes

 

It is not the answer that enlightens, but the question.

–Eugène Ionesco, Discoveries (1969)

Most of you who have read this blog for any amount of time know that I ask a lot of questions and provides few, if any, answers. This sense of wondering and not knowing provides an uncertainty that I have come to feel is the driving force behind my work.

That is to say that my work often provides the only certainty, the only viable answers, to the questions and uncertainties that live on a fulltime basis in my mind. And even at that, I wouldn’t call them answers. They are more symbols of an acceptance that I will most likely never know the answers to my questions.

They are an act of balancing my uncertainties into a form that gives me what amounts to a modicum of certainty.

Without these questions, I doubt that I would be much of an artist. Probably not an artist at all.

It is this type of questioning and its place in creativity and innovation that are the basis for a wonderful new book, Great Question, from Larry Robertson, founder and president of Lighthouse Consulting and so much more. He is a columnist, a highly sought speaker, and an award-winning author of several books dealing with ways to enhance our thought processes, creativity, and communication, concepts that apply for both businesses and individuals.

In Great Question, Larry has reached out to a large number of prominent folks across a wide variety of fields. There are leaders from business, academia, education, religion, and charitable organizations, as well as authors, broadcasters and so many others. There is even an artist or two. He asked each how questions shaped their decisions, their planning, and their problem solving. The premise being that without continued questioning there is stasis in our growth and progress. Questions provide new ways of thinking, expanding our perspectives and opening us up to new horizons and opportunities.

One section early in the book that caught my attention was his interviews with primary school educators who spoke about how we are trained in school at an early age to ask fewer questions. It seems counter to our idea of education and the inquisitive minds of children. But questions in the classroom take up valuable time that has already been fully devoted to teaching the required syllabus. Fewer questions make the syllabus more achievable. Not having children, I had never given it much thought but had noticed over the years in my interactions with kids that they seem to ask fewer questions as they moved into 5th or 6th grade and beyond. Nothing scientific there, of course, but the observations in the book lined up pretty much with what I had noticed.

Actually, I had noticed that most people ask very few questions anymore. We tend to take things as they are presented and often don’t want to or are uneasy about delving beyond the surface. And that is a shame. Questions link us to others and expand our knowledge and understanding in important ways. Without questions, something is lost for us all.

I was fortunate to have Larry interview me a couple of years ago for this book. I met him probably 25 or more years ago at one of my openings at the Principle Gallery. Over the years I have become friends with Larry and his wife, Kai. Over that time his insights, both in general and on my work, have been most enlightening for me. That extends to the first question Larry posed to me, as he did with all the other interviewees, which was: What is a question?

I don’t remember my answer, but I am sure I stuttered and stumbled to some sort of bullshit reply. I felt that it required an answer. I felt the same for much of the whole interview. Afterwards, it made me more fully examine how questions played a vital part in what I do and who I am. The act of questioning what is beyond the evident has always been an important part of my work and I was beginning to fully see that the answers didn’t matter as much as the questions since many could never be answered in a way that we could fully understand.

That interview with Larry really opened my eyes to that. I believe I got more out of it than Larry though he was able to include parts of it along with some of my writings here on the blog in a section of his book. I am honored to be included in it alongside so many highly accomplished folks.

Thanks, Larry, for all you have given me with your support and wisdom over the years.

My recap here is greatly lacking this morning. This book is so much more than my words can fully capture in an hour or so this morning. I hope you’ll add Great Question to your reading list. I guarantee there is something in there that will be of use or will change the way you see how you use questions to your advantage– or don’t use to your disadvantage– in your own life. It will make you more cognizant of asking questions that take you somewhere, that expand your thinking.

Like the Ionesco quote at the top: It is not the answer that enlightens, but the question.

May you find enlightenment in your questioning.

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A Look Back: Tango

June 5, 2026 by redtreetimes

Tango (1999)– At the Principle Gallery

You that love lovers,
this is your home. Welcome!
In the midst of making form, love
made this form that melts form,
with love for the door,
soul the vestibule.

Watch the dust grains moving
in the light near the window.
Their dance is our dance.
We rarely hear the inward music,
but we’re all dancing to it nevertheless,
directed by the one who teaches us,
the pure joy of the sun,
our music master.

–Rumi, Music Master (ca. 13th century)

This is another older painting included in my annual solo show, Flow, that opens next Friday, June 12, at the Principle Gallery. At 4″ by 9″ on paper and matted in a 12″ by 16″ frame, it is not a large piece.

As with many things, don’t let the size fool you. This painting always lived large in my mind.

From the time it was painted, this piece captivated me in many ways. The sensuous intertwining of the trees. The burst of yellow-orange in the midfield of the picture plane set against the flatness of the sky. Even the spew line at the upper right corner intrigued and pleased me.

It felt like a dance outside of time, moving to an inward rhythm and tempo that we are seldom fortunate to hear.

In short, I liked this painting a lot. So much so that after it was sold at the Principle Gallery soon after it was painted in 1999, I ended up buying it back a number of years later, around 2017 if I remember correctly.

This painting and a few others of mine were originally purchased by a collector in central Virginia, in the Charlottesville area. It turns out that this person passed away and their entire estate went up for auction in 2017. I happened across a listing online featuring this painting and the others up for auction.

However, they were not listed as paintings. They described them as prints. My first instinct was to notify the auctioneers and correct their mistake. But before I could, it began to irk me that they were not doing their due diligence in evaluating the paintings. I could somewhat see their confusion as all the paintings in this group were done on untreated paper with a very smooth surface, with little if any evident texture. And the exposed edges that mark my wet work resemble the edges of work that has come off a press.

Even so, my work was well established in the art market by then and it would not have taken much effort to discover that they were indeed original paintings, a fact that would have dramatically changed their listed value. It bothered me that I should have to be the one to inform them of their error.

So, I did not. In fact, I bid on and won all of the paintings– er, prints as they were listed.

I know this does not make me look good, kind of like some scuzzy inside trader making profit off information only they possess. And I did feel that way, to be honest.

I blame my transgression on this painting.

I really wanted this painting back.

The idea that it should be pawned off as a print and most likely end up in a trash bin some day in the future was something I couldn’t tolerate. I know that once work is sold it is out of my control. There is nothing I can do if someone wants to chuck it out or use it for target practice or line their birdcage. But here was a piece that had meaning for me, that felt like something more, and I had an opportunity to give it another chance.

Okay, I know you’re thinking that I could have just called the auctioneers and that would have given a better chance of avoiding a possible future trash bin as well. And you’re right.

But like I said, I really wanted this painting back.

And I got it. And it has hung and been deeply appreciated in my main painting space for the past 9 years or so.

So why am I now willing to part with it?

I don’t know exactly.

Perhaps it is that I have become less possessive in recent times? Maybe. If I were still as possessive of my work as I once was, I would never let this one go again. I didn’t have much time with it when it first was painted then quickly sold. But I have had a number of years now to take it fully in.

I feel it deserves to find a new hole where it will be once more fully appreciated for all it has to offer. And this show, with its mix of old and new, is the perfect place for this particular painting. If it leaves me now, I know it will be because it speaks directly to its new owner in the way it spoke to me. I will be satisfied in simply having known it once more.

Hope you don’t think less of me for detailing how this painting came to be back once more at the Principle Gallery.

Such is the lure of the tango…

 

 

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Placid Pondering

June 4, 2026 by redtreetimes

Placid Pondering (2012)- Now at Principle Gallery

Closer of lovely eyes to lovely dreams,
Lover of loneliness, and wandering,
Of upcast eye, and tender pondering!
Thee must I praise above all other glories
That smile us on to tell delightful stories.
For what has made the sage or poet write
But the fair paradise of Nature’s light?

— John Keats, I Stood Tip-Toe Upon a Little Hill (1816)

As I have noted here a number of times, my show at the Principle Gallery, this year titled Flow, is a mix of old and new work, a semi-retrospective. Gong through the available work and selecting which pieces would be included was a tough but wonderful task. It forced me to examine some pieces a bit closer with an eye that is somewhat different than when the work was painted. In a few cases, my whole perspective on the paintings had changed and the work now revealed insights and emotions I had missed before.

And in some, my original feelings were reinforced mightily.

Placid Pondering, shown above, falls in that category. I felt from the time it was painted in 2012 that this 24″ by 24″ canvas had a certain message and strength that came through clearly. Looking at it fourteen years later, that only seems to have strengthened for me.

The acrylic inks employed in this piece, which were the primary media in the first decade or so of my work, allow the white of the textured gesso surface come through and create a warm glow. It has a great depth in it that creates the feeling of being beneath and in the center of airy dome.

Apart and peaceful.

The perfect place for considering the world.

It is a painting that makes me happy though I am not sure at this moment that happy is the right word.

Maybe satisfied fits better?

Whenever I look at this painting, I find myself thinking that I would be very content in being that Red Tree in that place and time, apart yet connected to the world by that thin white ribbon of a path that runs to it.

Does that path might indicate that it is indeed my destination, that it is a place that can be one day reached?

I don’t know. But I hope so.

Just have to keep walking that ribbon, forever working towards it.

Here’s a song in sort of that vein of thought. It’s an acoustic version from U2 of their song Walk On. The song was originally on their 2000 album, All That You Can’t Leave Behind, a title I might have to consider for a future Archaeology painting.

Who knows? For now though, take the title of this song literally and walk on, okay?

Git.

This painting and many more are currently at the Principle Gallery for next week’s opening of Flow, my annual show there. Though the work is available now for previews and prebuys, the show opens officially with an Opening Reception on Friday, June 12, that runs from 6-8:30 PM.

Hope to see you there.

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Concordia

June 3, 2026 by redtreetimes

Concordia (2015) –Now at Principle Gallery

When our universe is in harmony with man, the eternal, we know it as truth, we feel it as beauty.

–Rabindranath Tagore, The Religion of Man {1931)

When I finished this larger painting back in 2015, it was its feeling of peace and harmony that first hit me. That feeling in this piece hasn’t left me in the past decade.

I saw the Red Tree here as both an observer and a participant in the wonder of the harmony surrounding it, as though it was conductor before an orchestra who stands rapt by the music being produced which creates harmonies of color and form that whirl through its mind.

The rolls of the fields as well as their darker tones represent the beginning of harmony, as form and rhythm are found. These rolls transition, with the Red Tree’s guidance, into the warmer colors of the fields in the middle of this piece that then move towards a blank and distant horizon, representing the eternal nature of harmony.

The world is right. All is as one.

In that moment, the title that came to me was Concordia. Corncordia was the ancient Roman goddess of peace, harmony, and unity. It seemed like a fine fit then and it still feels right.

Concordia is, as I said a above a larger painting, measuring 36″ by 36″ on canvas. It is included in Flow, this year’s edition of my annual solo exhibit at the Principle Gallery. The Opening Reception for this exhibit, my 27th consecutive at the prominent Alexandria gallery, is next Friday, June 12, running from 6-8:30 PM.

I will be there, come Hell or high water. Over the past 27 years of shows, there have times of both and we’re still going. That wasn’t a sure thing just a few months ago when I was struggling with my treatment and my time at work suffered. But the show has come together extremely well.

The world contained within it is right and I find myself being pretty damn proud of it.

That might be a boldly foolish statement, but I am going with it, nonetheless.

Here’s a wonderful composition from Claude Debussy that is indicative of what I see in this piece. It is his Prelude to the Afternoon of a Faun from 1894. It runs about ten minutes but this performance from the Berliner Philharmoniker is worth a few extra minutes.

Maybe it will put your world into a state of peace and unity that you can carry into the rest of your day.

Maybe not. Who knows? Either way, it is a marvelous piece of music.

So, listen quietly and happily or get out before you screw up my little bit of oneness with the world.

You do know I am joking when I say stuff like that, right?

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Proud to Be an Islander

June 2, 2026 by redtreetimes

Islander— Now at Principle Gallery

No man is an island, entire of itself; every man is a piece of the continent, a part of the main; if a clod be washed away by the sea, Europe is the less, as well as if a promontory were, as well as if a manor of thy friend’s or of thine own were; any man’s death diminishes me, because I am involved in mankind, and therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls; it tolls for thee.

 –John Donne, Meditation XVII, 1624

The painting above, Islander, is another painting from Flow, my annual solo exhibit at the Principle Gallery, which opens next Friday, June 12. This painting from 2013, 24″ by 30″ on canvas, has always had a lot of personal meaning for me. It was even the title piece for a 2013 exhibit of mine. I viewed it in many ways as a representation of the solitary nature of my studio and, to an extent, my life.

Of course, as John Donne expressed over 600 years ago with his immortal phrase, No man is an island, I realized long ago that, short of abandoning everything and everyone to go live the life of a cave hermit, one can never be totally set apart from connective tissue of this world.

We are all, like Donne, involved in mankind and our care for humanity is to care for oneself.

So, while I feel many days as though, snug in the solitude of my studio, I am set apart and free of concerns of the world, it is only a mirage. It turns out that my island is not mine alone. My island is your island and is the realm of everyone everywhere.

We are all Islanders together.

Below is the statement I wrote about this painting in 2013. And below that is a song about being an Islander, of a sort. Not just any island– Newfoundland. Though it is a bit more specific and I have no attachment to Newfoundland outside of it being part of my island as I described a few paragraphs above, and have never heard of the song nor the group that plays it, The Navigators, it seems to be the song I needed to hear this morning.

If you’re an Islander, you’ll get it.

Islander is included in my solo exhibit, Flow, which opens next Friday, June 12 at the Principle Gallery in Alexandria, VA. The opening reception runs from 6-8:30 PM. I’ll be off my island for it so hope to see you there.

 

I am an islander.

But I don’t live on an island. Never have and probably never will.

No, my island is a metaphorical place, one that exists in the creative ether of my mind. An island that is completely apart from and immune to the outer world that exists across the deep surrounding waters. Self-sustaining and self-ruled, a blank slate on which I can create my own reality.

It’s a place free from the ire and pettiness of others. Free of strife and injustice. and filled with the quiet of solitude. Filled with color, warmth and emotion.

An island of creation and peace.

But there is a paradox in being an islander. While trying to remain separate, it becomes abundantly clear that we can never really exist as totally independent from the outer world. Actually, to the islander those bonds to the outside world become even more apparent and important. The isolation only serves to heighten our recognition of our inclusion and connection to the world. You begin to recognize them as lifelines, bringing those things to the island that you cannot create in yourself.

Try as one might, one can never live in isolation from their own humanity. I think the best you can do is to create an island that you can visit periodically to revitalize yourself. And that’s what I believe I see in this painting, a transport that takes me to that peaceful place, insulating me for a short while from the din and whirl of the outside world.

For that short time, I am truly an islander.

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In My Life/ Solitude and Reverence

June 1, 2026 by redtreetimes

Solitude and Reverence– Now at Principle Gallery, Alexandria

I came here to be for all and with all, and what I do today in my solitude will be echoed tomorrow by the multitude. What I say now with one heart will be said tomorrow by thousands of hearts…

–Kahlil Gibran, A Tear and a Smile (1914)

Back in the studio after a day spent delivering the work for my show, Flow, to the Principle Gallery.  Though it was a long day it was good one, with gorgeous weather and a drive made easier by lighter than normal traffic.

The stars seemed to be aligned.

So, the work is out of my hands now and in the gallery. I always feel a great sense of relief in simply successfully getting the work there. Of course, that feeling is always short-lived as the worry of how the work and show will fare at the gallery replaces that sense of relief. That anxious feeling hasn’t hit me yet and I am not sure it will come this time with the same impact as in past years.

I think this slightly more relaxed feeling comes from the fact that I have lived with much of the work for quite some time. In some case, for well over twenty years. I know this work completely and intimately. I have lived through my initial excitement and the subsequent doubts and worries about each of these older pieces and have arrived at a place where I am totally confident in the strength and force of every one of them.

They feel battle tested to me, like they have been put through long and grueling batteries of tests to determine their durability. And in my eyes, they have passed every test.

For example, the painting at the top, Solitude and Reverence, has been personal favorite of mine since it first came the easel in 2015. It is one of those pieces that feel perfectly capture how I view my role, at least in an aspirational way, as an artist and a human. Though every piece contains some of that same aspect, there are some such as this one that I feel more fully capture it. The sort of pieces that at the end of my time here I could look at and say with great satisfaction, “That was who I was.”

I could go into a lot more detail on this painting, about the meaning held in its title for me and how I see the symbolism held in its forms. But I am not going to right now. I think what I have written says enough for me at the moment.

Here’s a favorite song from the Beatles, covered by Sara Niemietz, who came to prominence as one of the many talented vocalists who have worked with Postmodern Jukebox. It’s a lovely rendition of In My Life.

Solitude and Reverence is 24″ by 36″ on canvas and is now at the Principle Gallery for my annual exhibit there.  This year’s show, Flow, is my 27th solo show at the Principle and opens on Friday, June 12. The work is in the gallery and, though it is not yet hung, is available for previews and prepurchase.

Is prepurchase even a word? Doesn’t matter– I’m going with it either way.

Now, git a move on. I got stuff to do.

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Delivery Day/ Passenger

May 31, 2026 by redtreetimes

 

Flow– Coming to Principle Gallery Today!

My fate cannot be mastered; it can only be collaborated with and thereby, to some extent, directed. Nor am I the captain of my soul; I am only its noisiest passenger.

–Aldous Huxley, Adonis and the Alphabet (1956)

On the road this morning, heading down toward Alexandria to deliver the work for my upcoming solo show at the Principle Gallery. This year’s title for the show, my 27th there, is Flow, and it opens on Friday, June 12. I think it’s going to be a very good show.

It feels good right now.

Actually, it always feels good any time I finish the work for a show.But this show feels even better in getting it done and into the gallery. It was a hard fought, tough slog right up to late this afternoon (this is being written Saturday afternoon) when the last piece was loaded into my good friend and neighbor Bob’s van. This show was completed with a great deal of satisfaction in simply getting it done. Plus, though it was a grind, the show excites me very much.

What more could I ask?

Applying the finishing touches over the last few days have been especially draining so I am also thrilled to be able to be a mere passenger on this trip as Bob pilots the whole route down and back. Damn good man.

Sometimes it is nice to simply be the passenger…

Here’s a song that fits that thought pretty well. It’s a cover of an Iggy Pop song, Passenger, performed by The Big Push— featuring Ren, of course– busking on the streets of seaside Brighton in the UK. Their live street performances always sound great which is probably why they drew such large crowds.

Good road music, as well.

I won’t be there to yell at you but stay off my lawn anyway. Believe me, I’ll know…

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A Look Back: Everpresent

May 30, 2026 by redtreetimes

Everpresent (2003)- Coming to the Principle Gallery

Dreams come true; without that possibility, nature would not incite us to have them.

–John Updike, Self-Consciousness : Memoirs (1989)

This painting, Everpresent, has lived with me for a long time now. It was painted in 2003, and I believe it was shown in a gallery setting only once before returning to me. It is a piece I have looked at thousands of times over the years. So often that after a while I was looking and not really even seeing it, if that makes any sense to you. I think it was a matter of me thinking that I had absorbed everything it had to offer, that it was completely within me.

I took for granted that it had nothing new to offer. And as it happens so often in those cases where we take something for granted, we are wrong. I realized my mistake one day a year or two ago with this painting.   It was hanging in a bedroom here in the studio that serves as a library, with filled bookshelves lining two of the walls. It had hung in that spot for probably a decade or more. I stopped and looked at it. Really looked at it, trying to see if it had something that I had missed in the thousands of sometime cursory views I had given it over the years. I tried to see it with new and fresh eyes, not my old, tired ones.

Could it offer anything new?

For many years, as the title suggests, I viewed this as though the everpresent I referenced was a spiritual force. That perception made sense in my mind. Seemed natural.

But with new eyes looking at it, I perceived something quite different. I saw the Red Tree as being symbolic of those dreams we hold for ourselves and place before us as goals and destinations. The Red Roofed houses were assembled in this piece as being a sort of roadblock, a barrier that stood between the viewer and that distant dream as personified by the Red Tree. The same held true for the body of water standing between the viewer and the Red Tree– another barrier to be overcome.

The Everpresent I saw now was not some omniscient spiritual force. No, it was the dream, the aspiration, that one holds forever in their mind. Some of us stay forever separated from them by the roadblocks and barriers between us and our dreams. Some don’t even attempt to get past them. But the dream remains always though sometimes it fades into the distance for those that have given up hope of ever reaching their dream.

And the lucky few do reach that distant land where the dream in the form of the Red Tree dwells.

It was a much different reading of the painting than I was expecting. And this delighted me, even though I was happy with what the painting was expressing to me before this new view. It made me think that maybe the dreams we hold are a spiritual force of some sort.

They certainly might constitute a belief system– self-belief. It seems to me that the stronger one’s belief in their ability to reach their dream, the more likely it is achieved. But like any belief system, how we go about practicing it is our affair, something we must deal with on our own terms. There is no one way to go about it.

Everpresent is 11″ by 14″ on canvas and is included in Flow, the exhibit of my work that opens June 12 at the Principle Gallery.

Here’s the late Roy Orbison doing his Dream Baby backed by an all-star band from back in 1988.

Okay, got to get going. Much to do still and little time to waste on the likes of you. You do know I’m kidding, don’t you?

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A Little Publicity…

May 29, 2026 by redtreetimes

Artists are people driven by the tension between the desire to communicate and the desire to hide.

― Donald Woods Winnicott (1896-1971), British Psychoanalyst/Pediatrician

Well, the June issue of the American Art Collector is out.

I should be excited since it contains a short preview of my solo exhibit, Flow, that opens at the Principle Gallery two weeks from today, June 12th. While I can’t deny there is some excitement in seeing my work in a national magazine, I would describe it more as a form of nervousness or anxiety. Maybe fear.

You see, I like giving the work the exposure, getting it out there to a wider audience. I think it deserves it. But there is that neurotic part of me that fears it will reveal all its weaknesses and flaws, which by extension are my own.

Reveal me as a fake. Imposter Syndrome, I guess.

So, when I look and begin reading, it is always with a great deal of trepidation. It makes a phrase in the first sentence describing my work– child-like quality–seem more insidious than I am sure it was intended. Thinking about it for a few moments, I actually come to like the phrase since I have sometimes described my work as having a naive quality, not unlike the artwork of children, which I regard as being very honest and true in the way they express emotion.

Once I got past that child-like thing, I was actually pretty pleased with the article and think that the images of the paintings show really well in the magazine. They certainly don’t look like anything else displayed in the magazine. I am not sure if that is a good or bad thing but for right now, it pleases me greatly. I have always worked to have the work carry a unique identity and I think this displays that quality pretty well.

In the end, I find myself happy with the article. As I am buried in getting work ready for the show, this is a great relief. One less thing to worry about. My Imposter Syndrome quelled for the moment.

I have to get to work right now, in fact. If I am slow in responding to comments or emails, please bear with me. I will get to them soon, that’s a promise. I am a little worn down and things seem to be taking twice as long or more to finish. But I should be done tomorrow and have the show delivered on Sunday. Then I can rest a bit before the show opening.

That sounds pretty damn good right now.

Since this is about a little publicity, here’s a song that sort of deals with that, though nobody is looking to put me in the movies. This is Ringo Starr and the Beatles doing an old Buck Owens song, Act Naturally.

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