Redtree Times

If we will be quiet and ready enough, we shall find compensation in every disappointment.

― Henry David Thoreau

I am preparing a group of paintings for the annual Small Paintings show next month at the Principle Gallery in Alexandria, VA. Included in this group are a few of my baseball field pieces including this diminutive 6″ by 12″ canvas.

I call this piece Wait ‘Til Next Year, a phrase many baseball fans have uttered as yet another season ends in utter disappointment for their favorite teams. But even as one crummy season ends in despair, the hopes and expectations for the next begin to grow. We fade into winter with our disappointment turning into grand dreams for the next season as we wait for it to begin.

That’s one of the beautiful aspects of the game, the way it echoes our human journey through the year. The winter has us reflecting on where we came up short last year and planning and dreaming for what might come with Spring Training. Summer finds teams putting in the hard work that will hopefully pay off with a chance to play in the fall playoffs. Perhaps even ending the year with a World Series trophy.

But this can only occur for one team and its fans. For the rest of us whose teams fell by the wayside, there is no relishing the thrill of victory. No, it’s a winter of blotting out the low points from the past year and building up the hopes for next year as your team makes personnel moves, adding new members that you are sure, in your gleeful hopefulness, will be the ones that makes a difference. That these new cogs  will make the machine hum all the way to the Series.

For the baseball fan, hope springs eternal..

We’ll get ’em next year. You’ll see…

Cool and Composed -At the West End Gallery, Corning NY

The first dusting of snow fell last night. Just a small amount, most likely to be gone later this morning. But enough to send the message that the feel of winter with snow and its accompanying stillness would soon be here to stay. Or at least on a more regular basis.

With the vagaries of this year’s warmth and wetness, it might be more rain and ice than snow this season. Or big snowfalls followed by quick thaws that swell the rivers.

I personally hope for snow. Not so much that my time is spent trying to keep our long driveways open and begins to make me resent the imposition. No, not snow measured in feet but enough that the white blankets the ground and coats the limbs and trunks of the forest, creating a muffling effect that creates an almost Zen-like stillness. 

It’s easy in the vacuum of this snowy silence to lose one’s sense of busyness and to just stop to listen to the nothing. The creaking of a tree. The plink plink of from the drip of melting snow from a tree limb. The gentle gurgle of the creek and the rustle of a few remaining leaves as the breeze moves through them.

This brings to mind a Wallace Stevens poem, The Snow Man. He pretty much sums up what I have been trying to describe. It certainly works for this snow man. Here’s reading of it from Tom O’Bedlam.

It ain’t over till it’s over.

–Yogi Berra

I knew that Yogi Berra was the one who most famously uttered the short phrase above but I thought it was much earlier than 1973 when he was referring to the chances of the NY Mets, who he was managing, in winning the pennant that season. It’s such a simple obvious little phrase but it says so much about the power of continued resistance against defeat. It’s easy to throw in the towel or at least try to compromise with your opponent in the face of imminent defeat.

But when it comes to weighty matters, matters of life and death, that is not an always an option. Tired or seemingly beaten, the struggle must continue.

One must continue to speak those words–It ain’t over.

That brings us to this week’s Sunday Morning Music which is It Ain’t Over from Northern Ireland native Foy Vance. The song refers to the main character, Mathieu Delarue, from a series of books, the Roads to Freedom trilogy from Existentialist philosopher Jean-Paul Sartre. The books takes place the German invasion and occupation of France in World War II and echoes in many ways Sartre’s own experiences during that time.

In the books, Delarue fights a brief, intense battle against the Nazis and in it discovers a feeling he has never known, a sort of freedom found in decisive action and brave commitment to one’s belief. Delarue is ultimately captured and sent to a POW camp where he comes to the conclusion that the evils of fascism and nationalism will never end– it ain’t over— until the ordinary people of  the world can unite to overcome the class struggle that divide them.

As we all know all too well, that is not anywhere close to happening anytime soon. But so long as at least one person continues the fight, it ain’t over.

This is a beautiful version from Vance, recorded in the Scottish Highlands. I particularly love the character of the underlying sound from the foot powered drone. It adds great depth to the song as it builds.

Cam Cole– I See Album cover art

I came across a video of a song, New Age Blues, from a busker named Cam Cole who earns his living playing his music on the streets of London. I had never heard of him and decided to give it a look and a listen. The video was a running record of a typical day of busking, from morning until evening. 

I found it pretty engaging. I admire the bravery of street performers for the fact that they put themselves so directly out in the face of the public. But there is also something so brave in daring to attempt to make your living on what amounts to a mixture of your wits and whatever talent you might possess.

As an artist, I can identify with that. I often find myself stopping and smiling at the sheer absurdity that I have made a living over the past 25 years by my willingness to share my inner world. I often don’t understand it at all but by now it’s all I know. 

So I watch this young guy baring himself on the streets, playing his heart out, and I feel like I sort of understand the freedom he must be feeling in knowing he can survive on doing just that. And in doing so, maybe the onlookers feel a bit of that as well. I know that’s what I hope for my work on some level.

Take a look at the video, if you have a few moments. It’s interesting and really well done as are several of his other videos including one, I Don’t Need to Live Your Way, which sort of lines up with this blogpost. As I said, I had never heard of Cam Cole before this morning but for those of you who have watched the highly acclaimed Apple TV series Ted Lasso, which I haven’t yet watched, you might recognize him from an appearance on that show. 

Take a look. It’s New Age Blues and a day in the life of  a busker.

The Durable Will – Now at the West End Gallery, Corning, NY

Traffic with one’s higher self. Everyone has his good day, when he finds his higher self; and true humanity demands that we judge someone only when he is in this condition, and not in his workdays of bondage and servitude. We should, for example, assess and honor a painter according to the highest vision he was able to see and portray. But people themselves deal very differently with this, their higher self, and often act out the role of their own self, to the extent that they later keep imitating what they were in those moments. Some regard their ideal with shy humility and would like to deny it: they fear their higher self because, when it speaks, it speaks demandingly. In addition, it has a ghostly freedom of coming or staying away as it wishes; for that reason it is often called a gift of the gods, while actually everything else is a gift of the gods (of chance): this, however, is the man himself.

–Friedrich Nietzsche, Human, All Too Human, Aphorism #624

For those among us who have spent their lives observing people, this current time in our history is filled to the brim with all the widest possible array of examples of human behavior, from the noblest to the most awful and base.

Of course, it’s always been that way throughout history. It just seems to become more apparent in certain times of great conflict and stress.

And much of this can be attributed to the thought behind the entry above from an 1878 book of aphorisms, Human, All Too Human, from the German philosopher Friedrich Nietzsche. We sometimes lose sight of those parts of us that comprise our highest sense of being, instead opting to act in ways that seem easier and less taxing on our willpower.

We choose to do that which is expedient but not necessarily in line with our higher self.

And it is a choice. We all have our own higher self, our highest level of being, always at hand. It is built in, the gift of the gods as Nietzsche calls it. But we often choose to ignore this gift and act in less worthy ways.

I don’t know if this higher self can be extinguished in someone. I am pretty sure that the Nazis that appropriated some of Nietzsche’s writings in the 20th century and twisted them for their own evil purposes had lost much of their higher self or at least had a most distorted sense of it. But for most of us, we have the choice to serve our higher self on an everyday basis, to elevate our personal sense of grace while pushing down our darker urges and biases.

I want to believe this is applicable to the real world. I do believe it, actually. But I worry that too many of us will not be willing to answer its call because, as Nietzsche points out, it speaks demandingly. It is not always easy to deny our base urge or reaction, to opt for reflection over reaction.

But it’s there for us, if we so choose.

Just letting you know.

Now get off my lawn!

See? I am still looking for my higher self…

Today is Veteran’s Day and I thought I might have an image that somewhat represents the experience of some vets on their return home.  There are a lot of  really powerful images  in the great 1946 movie, The Best Years of Our Lives, which shows tonight on TCM. It gives a credible depiction of the veterans’ experiences, telling the story of three veterans of varying economic classes as they return to their shared hometown and the challenges each faces.

In the film, Dana Andrews‘ character, who had been an Air Force bombardier, struggles on his return to his hometown. After losing his job as a soda jerk for punching out an obnoxious America First customer and breaking up with his wife, he decides to leave his hometown and find a new life somewhere elsewhere. While waiting for a flight, he comes across a local airfield where they are junking old war planes from the recently ended World War II. He crawls into an old B-17 bomber and takes a seat in the nose cone of a plane just as he had in his many bombing runs,  peering through his bombsight for his appointed target.

In a brief moment of PTSD, he vividly relives the terror from his experiences that still haunted him, tainting every moment of his life. Though still alive, his life was a casualty of war. The harrowing image of Andrews appearing ghost-like in the nose of that B-17 is a powerful one in a movie filled with powerful scenes, one that doesn’t sugarcoat the experiences and hardships of the returning vets. It remains relevant to this very day.

For this day that honors those who served in our military services, I would like to play something in the spirit of this upcoming holiday. It would be easy enough to play something patriotic but this isn’t really a holiday of nationalism and a call to arms. No, this is a holiday that celebrates an end to war, namely World War I when the holiday was originated as Armistice Day, and honors the service of all soldiers with the hope that they will soon return home and resume their lives there.

This holiday honors those who have served and sacrificed so much, not the wars to which they are sent.

The song is Johnny I Hardly Knew Ya which is the original tune on which the Civil War era song When Johnny Comes Marching Home is based. While When Johnny Comes Marching Home is more celebratory and martial in tone, the original Johnny I Hardly Knew Ya is pointedly antiwar and mournful. It was supposedly written in the 1790′s as a protest to the British imperialist invasion of Ceylon, present day Sri Lanka. It tells of a young woman seeing her lover, who left her after their illegitimate child was born to join the army, as he returns home from the war. He is much changed in appearance and she mourns for his loss.

This is a very emotional version of the song from British opera and folk singer Benjamin Luxon accompanied by American Bill Crofut on banjo. On this Veteran’s Day, give some thought to the men and women who have given their time and their selves to serving their countries.

Let’s honor them by creating a world in which their lives do not have to be sacrificed.

This post is derived from an earlier post that ran back in 2014.

Life imitates art far more than art imitates life.

— Oscar Wilde, The Decay of Lying, 1889

Mimesis. The act of imitation.

The classic philosophers Plato and Aristotle both held that all art was reflective, imitating nature or the world of life around us.

Art imitates life.

Oscar Wilde and other writers throughout the years have challenged this thought. Wilde’s assertion was that humans are basically imitators whose aim is to express themselves and that Art offers a variety of forms or templates in which they might realize that aim.

Life imitates art.

This question of whether Art imitates Life or vice versa is the idea behind this new painting, a smaller 12″ by 12″ canvas that I am calling Imitatio. I am not sure which side this piece takes.

Maybe both?

Life imitating Art might make the most sense here. The scene in the painting– the Art here–is much more orderly while the scene representing Life is cluttered and in disarray. Life, even in its best attempts to imitate Art, is generally messier and subject to the whims of character and conflict.

But again, I can’t be positive of this in this case.

Maybe it should be a little of both, with a flow running back and forth between the two, Life and Art. This in turn forms an endless cycle, a sort of perpetual energy creator.

Now, that sounds like the best option. We may have a winner here.

And I can live with that…

I’m a little behind this morning and my computer is acting sort of wonky so I am going to keep it short. Maybe just play a piece of music to accompany an older piece or two from a group that I painted about 15 years ago.

They were small cityscapes, mainly simple skylines that were actually more about color and shapes. I always enjoy going back to these and wonder why I don’t revisit this.

Maybe I will sometime soon. You never can tell.

To go along with these pieces here’s a bit of  piano from contemporary boogie woogie pianist Henri Herbert. It’s New York Skyline Blues and features a great view of NYC from where he’s playing. Even with the spectacular views, I still find myself watching those hands.

A little boogie woogie– it’s always a good way to kick off the day, right? Get’s the blood moving.

I feel mine moving right now…

Stuart Davis — Fin ,1964

We had dinner with our good friends last night and somehow the conversation came around to the idea of me painting until the last moment of my life. No retirement here, I guess. We agreed that my final painting should have a big slash of paint, most likely red,  going down through it, made while I slump to the ground for the last time.

I suggested that maybe I paint one now just to insure that I am not caught off guard. Death can sneak up on you sometimes and foil your best laid plans. 

Of course, that was all in fun but it made me think about the final paintings of well known artists. There are plenty of great examples. Some are complete and well known pieces by these artists in their final days. For example, Claude Monet‘s last work was the completion of his massive multipart mural the Grande Decoration. An epic and fitting way to finish to his painting life. Or you can look to the final painting Edouard Manet, A Bar at the Folies-Bergère, which may be the best known of his works. Or there’s Paul Klee and his The Last Still Life, which was titled by his son after his death.

My favorite final painting is the one shown here at the top, Fin, from Stuart Davis. On a June night in 1964, after watching a French movie on TV that concluded with the word “fin” (which means “the end” in French), he added the word on the painting on his easel before going to bed. He suffered a stroke that very night and died in the ambulance while on the way to a NYC hospital. It truly was the last painting for him. Fin.

Both Diego Rivera and Frida Kahlo painted watermelons the subject of their final paintings. This is fitting because the watermelon is a symbol associated with the Mexican Dia de los Muertos, the Day of the Dead. In Rivera’s case, he didn’t want to paint it but did so at the insistence of a collector. Maybe he knew it would be his last painting?

There are some final paintings that are unfinished, the process cut short by death. I don’t believe Keith Haring‘s final piece, Unfinished Painting from 1990, shown below, falls in this category. I think it was meant to appear unfinished as a statement on the lives, his included, being cut short by AIDS at that time.

A favorite of mine from the unfinished last paintings is The Bride from Gustav Klimt, shown below, mainly because it reveals an interesting part of his process which was that he would paint his figures as completed nudes before painting on their clothing. I don’t know if that was simply part of his process or part of his deeper sexual obsessions. Either way, it’s kind of interesting.

There are plenty of other examples and there will be plenty more in the future, I am sure. Artists don’t really ever retire, after all.

Now, I have to go. There’s an unfinished painting waiting for me put a red slash through it…

Claude Monet- The Grandes Decorations mural

Keith haring- Unfinished Painting 1990

Paul Klee- The Last Still Life, 1940

Gustav Klimt- The Bride, 1918

Frida Kahlo — Viva La Vida, 1954

Diego Rivera– The Watermelons, 1957

I’ll tip my hat to the new constitution
Take a bow for the new revolution
Smile and grin at the change all around
Pick up my guitar and play
Just like yesterday
Then I’ll get on my knees and pray
We don’t get fooled again, no, no

— Pete Townsend, Won’t Get Fooled Again

Things are finally beginning to click a little in the studio. Even though I have been through this process for twenty-plus years, it’s always surprising how quickly one or two good days of work completely washes away that feeling of mental stagnation that comes with being creatively blocked.

It’s like the blockage is a dam and once you make a crack, a trickle comes through that soon turns into a torrent And in what seems to be the blink of an eye, the dam, the blockage, is gone.

I want to say it’s forgotten but like I said, I have been doing this fo awhile now and know there’s another blockage waiting in the wings, somewhere downstream. The trick is in putting that out of mind and enjoying the ride until it comes. And maybe when it does come, the memory of this most recent blockage will help me get past this new one a little more quickly.

We all hope we absorb these little lessons in our lives so that we don’t have to constantly ( and needlessly) go through the same traumas over and over, right?  I would like to think that, like the song says, we won’t get fooled again. Unfortunately, our memories are flawed or we just ignore our own recollections and history. We often seem destined to continuously renew our relationship with the same sufferings that have haunted us for eons.

But on a personal level, maybe this time, I will finally learn this lesson and avoid the next blockage that rises up before me.

Probably not. My memory and ability to learn is no better than that of anybody else. Maybe worse than most, in fact.

But I can try to remember. It’s the best I can do.

That brings us to the aforementioned song that I featuring as this week’s Sunday Morning Music. It’s Won’t Get Fooled Again from Pete Townsend. It was originally released by The Who in 1971 on their Who’s Next album and became a true rock anthem. This is the first acoustic version that Townsend performed of this song, with accompaniment from the great acoustic guitarist John Williams. It came at The Secret Policeman’s Ball in 1979.

The Secret Policeman’s Ball was a series of benefit shows featuring comedy and music performances that were given many times over the years to benefit Amnesty International. The last show was in 2012 at Radio City Music Hall to commemorate Amnesty International’s 50th anniversary. Many of the performances, like this one, were memorable.

I hope the message of this song is memorable, as well.