I have always maintained that my work acts as a sort of pacifier for me, a soothing respite from the outer world. It gives me focus and brings me calm when I most need it. And in light of the tragic events of the past week, I found myself in need. I turned inward from the confusion of the outer world and centered on a new painting, one that was filled with color and light and a more optimistic outlook.
I call this 16″ by 20″ piece on canvas Clouds of Joy. There’s a forward looking sense in this painting that is warm and hopeful while being, at the same time, aware of the reality that is this world. The clouds here, which for me represent an ethereal passing of time, are bright and beaming but are darkly edged with red peeking through their whiteness. From their vantage point, they have seen the world for what it really is. Yet they still reflect the light down to us in a hopeful way while absorbing the darkness of what they have witnessed.
Maybe that’s cock-eyed optimism. If so, it’s no matter to me because I need that hope for what might be ahead, need to believe that there is light on this earth. There’s enough evidence of our darkness all around at this point. I need evidence that we can shed this darkness and embrace the better parts of ourselves and our world. Empathy. Compassion. Generosity of self and spirit.
And that’s what I see here. A little hope that calms my inner whirlings.
At first I was not sure about your title “Clouds of Joy”, but after reading your explanation and stepping back for another look, I can see it.
I loved the painting, especially the clouds, and then i read the post and loved it even more. Great expressive job on all counts! Z
Thanks so much.
Almost exactly two years ago alcyone introduced me to Gordon Bok. This song of his does the same thing for me – stands as a testament to that light shining from your clouds. It’s a beautiful painting – I hope your Christmas is as beautiful!
Thanks, Linda. Wishing you a Merry Christmas, as well!
Gary ~
Auntie made a point to send me a link to this particular blog entry a couple of days ago. I had a one word response ~ breathtaking. Your work continues to amaze and inspire me. Keep on! I hope you know how much your works moves us all!
I hope you and your family enjoy a beautiful Christmas!
~ Angelina Karvelis
Angi- So good to hear from you and thanks for the kind comments. I hope you and your family have the happiest of holidays.