To have all your life’s work and to have them along the wall, it’s like walking in with no clothes on. It’s terrible.
-Andrew Wyeth
I have shared the quote above from Andrew Wyeth before and it has added resonance for me this year.
“Livelong Day”
My annual solo show at the West End Gallery, this year called Through the Trees, opens today with an opening reception from 4-7 PM. I am going to be there and am a bit nervous. It’ll be the first time in at close to two years since I have been in a gallery with all of my work on the walls and people in that same space.
You might think that this shouldn’t be any big deal and maybe you’re right. After all, I’ve done somewhere around 60 solo exhibitions around the country including tonight’s 21st at the West End Gallery. I should be an old hand by now.
But every show is new in some way, sometimes revealing new things in the work, new directions. But almost always, a new exposing of one’s inner self to others. You never get used to it, really.
As Wyeth says, it’s like standing there without clothes. And as I said, I haven’t stood naked in front of strangers for a couple of years now.
But for all the anxiety and self-conscious shuddering, I am perhaps looking forward to this opening more than most, mainly because it will be good to see some folks again after such a long time. And it will be good to see any reaction to the work. I have missed that kind of feedback.
So, with both apprehension and anticipation, I plan to lay low and wait out the day until the reception. Maybe think of something to say that doesn’t sound like the babblings of a mad man.
I don’t think there’s enough time in the day…
GC Myers/ Through the Trees at the West End Gallery July 2021
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Fascinating post. Stage fright never leaves serious people alone. Peter O’Toole used to vomit before every appearance on stage.
It is a bit like stage fright. For me, I cope by pretending I am playing a part and acting like a person who is cool and collected. It works sometimes.
Acting “as if” can get us through a lot! Congratulations – the pieces in this show look amazing.
Thanks, Peigi! Hope all is well with you.
It’s a fabulous show!! CONGRATULATIONS 🙂
Jackie
Jacqueline C. Satterlee http://jcsatterlee.com
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Thank you, Jackie. I appreciate that.
It certainly looks great from the photos. Every time you have a new show, I mutter about wanting to see one in person. I still hope to do that some day, but I’ll look forward to your report about this one — which I suspect went as well as you hoped and even better than you expected.
Or, you can see having all your work, on the walls as something wonderful, you’d worked hard, so very long, and that recogntion, , finally, due…
I so wanted to attend, but was unable to. I plan to go in the next week and look forward to seeing those vibrant, amazing colors in that beautiful space. Your paintings elevate emotions – thank you for that!
Thank you for those kind words, Judy. Hope to see you again soon