Redtree Times

I’ve played this song, Must Be Santa from Bob Dylan, a couple of times over the past decade. It’s a great song, a polka with a klezmer feel that takes Dylan back his Jewish roots and in the the entertaining video you get the bonus of seeing Dylan dance. Good fun for the day before Christmas.

In past posts with this song, I have included a group of photos of Santa that were less than jovial and maybe a little menacing– the Kreepy Kringles. These seedy Santas seemed about right for this year’s holiday season.

While looking for an photo or two to accompany the original post, I browsed through masses of images of Santas from the past and was amazed how many of them crossed that line into outright creepiness.

It made me believe that Santa is just about on par with Circus Clowns in the amount of Creep Factor they exhibit.

You might see a rogue clown wandering through the woods every now and then and that is pretty spooky. The idea of Bozo chasing me through a darkened forest still haunts me. Thank god for those big floppy clown shoes that slowed him down in the woods.

But Santa shows up in your house. He is, simply put, a bearded home intruder and flamboyant dresser who crawls down your chimney in the dark of night. He drinks your milk –or makes himself a 7/7– and eats all your cookies. Sometimes he even makes out with your Mom.

Who knows what else he’s does?

He knows when you are sleeping, for god’s sake!

When I was kid I had a difficult time going to sleep on Christmas Eve because of the excitement and anticipation that Santa was on his way. Now, after looking at those photos of these Psycho Santas, I won’t be able sleep for fear that he actually might heading my way!

For that first post with these borderline Santas, I picked a few that were pretty strange but there were plenty more of them out there, some which just made me a little queasy. A couple look like they were taken in a secret room in Santa’s basement. I have a feeling that many of them are also contained in a police registry somewhere.

Or should be.

I thought I would include a fresh batch of Kreepy Kringles this year. I kept the one from the original, at the top here, because he just weirds me out on multiple levels.

I don’t know about you but I will be sleeping with one eye open tonight. Anyway, enjoy the song and have a good holiday evening.

If nature has made you for a giver, your hands are born open, and so is your heart; and though there may be times when your hands are empty, your heart is always full, and you can give things out of that—warm things, kind things, sweet things—help and comfort and laughter—and sometimes gay, kind laughter is the best help of all.

― Frances Hodgson Burnett, A Little Princess

Not going to say much today. Just leaving a few things out there today for you, if you’re interested. You can take away what you want.

There’s a painting for a Christmas card from a few years back. Then there’s a short passage on the spirit of generosity from author Frances Hodgson Burnett, who is best known for her book The Secret Garden. And below there’s a version of the Carol of the Bells from the fabulous ukulelist Taimane Gardner. Check out her website for more on her music. This carol is recorded on a Hawaiian mountaintop, giving it a more tropical feel than the northern, midwestern scene with snow that normally populate seasonal songs.

But the season is not about where one is, is it?

The open heart can be anywhere and everywhere…

Deliver me from men who are without doubt. Doubt makes a man decent. My most steadfast conviction is that every man ought to doubt everything he holds dearest. Not all the time, but now and then. Sometime.

— Harry Crews, We Are All of Us Passing Through

I am not exactly sure why I used the passage above this morning. I came across it in an biographical sketch from novelist Harry Crews that ran in the Georgia Review back in 2011.

These words from this passage immediately jumped at me.

Doubt makes a man decent…

When you’re uncertain, you not sure how to behave, not sure what is true or accepted. Most times, you tend to be more cautious as a result. Less on the offensive– more reaching out with the open hands of doubt than lashing out with the closed fist of certainty. 

More rational, more thoughtful. 

More decent.

In recent times, it seems like so many people are filled with misguided certainty and, as a result, have lost any shreds of doubt they may have once possessed. And along with it, all decency.

Doubt makes a man decent.

Maybe these words struck me so directly this morning because I see people so filled with and hardened by certainty that I believe they have lost the ability or willingness to simply ask themselves: What if these thoughts and beliefs I hold so dear are wrong? What then?

I think we all need to question ourselves, all those thought and beliefs that make us up, on a regular basis. We need to feel the uncertainty that will make us decent once again.

I don’t know where this came from this morning. I was just going to play the new version of Blue Christmas from Norah Jones that was recently recorded atop the Empire State Building. Thought it was a fine version with great visuals. And the song itself, with the even slower tempo of Jones’ version, felt like a fitting match for our current state of mind. So many people have been lost — to death, to long term illness or the indecency derived from certainty that has split apart many families and friendships during these times.

It certainly feels like a bit of a Blue Christmas for us, collectively, again this year. Fortunately, there is still plenty of decency out there, if we can only set aside our own certainty long enough to recognize it.

I’m trying…

Harmonium  – Now the Principle Gallery

The purpose of life is to obey the hidden command which ensures harmony among all and creates an ever better world. We are not created only to enjoy the world, we are created in order to evolve the cosmos.

― Maria Montessori, The Absorbent Mind

Don’t think I can add anything here…

The Abiding— At the West End Gallery

The beginning of hardship is like the first taste of bitter food—it seems for a moment unbearable; yet, if there is nothing else to satisfy our hunger, we take another bite and find it possible to go on.

― George Eliot, Adam Bede

First rule of abiding: Put down your head and do whatever you have to do to get through to the other side.

Your anger, your frustration, your fatigue, your nostalgia for the way things were, your beliefs about the why’s and how’s that brought you to this point, your desire for mercy, or your sense of victimhood and tantrums– they are meaningless.

They only serve to prevent you from getting through to the other side.

I am not sure there is a second rule of abiding.

However, perhaps we can draw one from the experiences of those who have endured in the past, people who somehow endured holocausts, enslavement, natural disasters and a host of other horrors to make it through to the other side.

While these survivors followed the First Rule of Abiding, they also often created a goal for the future, some purpose or task on which they focused as they trudged forward through whatever served as an obstacle in that moment.

Something that acts as a rope to use to pull yourself forward to the other side.

Oh, I am frustrated and angry. I want things to be the way they were– well, kind of. I am certainly fatigued and on edge.

But I will abide. I have things I want to do, things I need to do and goals to fulfill. So, I will follow the First Rule of Abiding. My head is down and I will do what it takes to get through to the other side.

Hope to see you there.

Christmas is built upon a beautiful and intentional paradox; that the birth of the homeless should be celebrated in every home.

― G.K. Chesterton

Leave it to G.K. Chesterton, creator of the Father Brown series of detective novels and a famed debater, to point out the built-in paradox of the coming holiday.

I am not going to add to or comment on his thought this morning. You can do that bit of work for yourself.

I am just going to add this week’s Sunday Morning Musical selection which is a version of God Rest Ye Merry, Gentlemen from Ian Anderson accompanied by a German youth orchestra from back in 2006.

For those of you not familiar with Ian Anderson, he was the flamboyant front man and flutist for Jethro Tull. He maintains a bit of his rock star animation in this version and there are moments when I expect him to end one of his flute solos with a bellowed Aqualung! or Locomotive Breath! 

He doesn’t, of course. Nevertheless, it is an entertaining piece of video. Enjoy.

Bold & Determined— At the West End Gallery

“The foolish man seeks happiness in the distance. The wise grows it under his feet.”

― James Oppenheim

One of the benefits of writing this blog is that it often allows me to find out more about people and things that might otherwise have gone unnoticed by me. Granted, a lot of this stuff is just trivial knowledge that doesn’t hold much importance for most folks.

But I like it and figure I can’t hurt anyone by throwing out these little bits of info every so often.

Take for example the aphorism at the top. I came across it and liked what it said and felt that it paired well with the new painting shown here, Bold & Determined. The idea of making the most of what is at hand, of seeing the native richness and beauty in one’s surroundings is a theme that runs through my work. I think this new piece is strong and fits into that vein of thought perfectly.

The author of that short bit of truth was James Oppenheim, a name that was not on my radar. Looking him up, I found that he was an American author/poet who was born in Minnesota in 1882 and died in New York City in 1932. I found it interesting that he had published several novels, founded an influential literary magazine of he early 20th century, The Seven Arts, and was an early follower of Carl Jung.

He also wrote a popular poem, Bread and Roses, whose title echoed a slogan of the women’s and labor rights movements at that time. In 1912, it was attached to the famous Lawrence, Massachusetts textile mill strike and set to music, becoming one of the most enduring songs of the labor movement. I have included a version below from Joan Baez and her sister, Mimi Farina, who recorded a prominent version of the song.

So, a new bit of trivial knowledge enters the system this morning. I am sure there’s more than enough room in there for James Oppenheim. If not, hopefully it will push out some of the crappy songs from the 1970’s that somehow have hung on in there after all this time. Like a fungus.

Hello, James Oppenheim– goodbye, Afternoon Delight. And take Muskrat Love with you, too!

“In Radiance“- Now at the West End Gallery

“I am so far from being a pessimist…on the contrary, in spite of my scars, I am tickled to death at life.”

― Eugene O’Neill

I came across the words above from Eugene O’Neill and they made me smile. The idea that the playwright who defined the darkness of the soul having even a sliver of optimism is funny.

But I understand it.

I certainly carry scars. And I spend the better part of my time decrying the awfulness of this world, bitching about the abject selfishness, ignorance, and cruelty of humans, myself included.

But despite my often doomed outlook for our prospects as a civilization, I also have moments of total joy and, yes, optimism.

It usually comes in the form of seeing young kids who haven’t yet absorbed the prejudices and destructive habits of the adults around them. They have such obvious wonder in this world and are not bound by long entrenched thought and belief. Their faculties are sharp and constantly absorbing everything, allowing them to see and sense things clearly.

Certainly clearer than those of us who eventually come to a point where that sense of wonder has faded and everything is viewed through glasses colored with our own biases and beliefs.

Their wonder, their potential, their willingness to embrace the new, and their unconditional acceptance of the diversity of others, gives me hope that might reject the reality we have forced upon them and remake the world in a more positive manner.

That little bit of hope is far more potent and joyful than the whole of the darkness that usually hovers over me. It makes me realize that there is no time and place in which I’d rather be.

Like O’Neill, I am tickled to death at this life.

For all I know, this life might be our — my– one chance at some form of heavenly existence.

And maybe that’s why I sometimes feel pessimistic. This world has the potential to be a paradise for all and we continually fail to recognize or act on that notion.

But the potential is still there and even seeing brief glimpses of it once in a great while are enough to maintain my optimism.

Tickled to death. Not a bad way to go…

Luna Eterna– Now at the West End Gallery

Without love, our earth is a tomb

― Robert Browning

Enough said. Here’s a song from Sharon Jones & the Dap-Kings that captures the spirit of love and the holiday season. The late great Sharon Jones, who died back in late 2016, doesn’t provide the vocals for this song but they are ably handled by her longtime guitarist Binky Griptite. What a great name and a fine performance..

Give a listen. It’s good stuff.