Only a burning patience will lead to the attainment of a splendid happiness.
–Pablo Neruda
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We are living in a crazy time. Every week, every day, brings us news of some new atrocity around the world– Nice, France is just the latest of all too many– and we find ourselves gripped with feelings of anger, fear and confusion. We want answers and solutions yet we don’t really know what are the real questions being posed before us. We just want action, or should I say reaction.
We seem to react, raging and flailing, to every situation without thought. We take little time to consider our words or actions and their consequences. It is all now, now, now. And this unsettled impatience makes us willing to look to those people who offer us quick and easy answers with little substance to back their claims of what they can do. This path ultimately comes at a much greater expense than we could ever foresee in our haste to react.
There are no quick and easy answers to the questions and problems that lay before us. The immediate future requires, as Neruda puts it above, a burning patience. Our first reaction is not always our best and taking a long moment to contemplate our actions is generally a wise move.
That being said, I have to say that the last few weeks have proved to me that my work has a real purpose, at least for myself. This has been a time of real stress in the world and with every day’s dose of awful news I found myself looking closer and closer at my work as I was getting ready for the upcoming show. At certain stressful moments, I found myself really going into the work, being absorbed by the harmonies and rhythms.
These moments were like little meditative breaks where I felt the chaos of the outside world was blocked off, only a dark mass well beyond the boundaries of the world I was now in. It brought on an energizing calm, one that allowed me to not react with anger or despair. It reinforced my burning patience.
And that was just what I needed from it.
The painting above is titled The Patient Heart and is 4″ by 16″ on paper. It is included in my show, Contact, at the West End Gallery in Corning, which opens next Friday, July 22. The show has been delivered and is now in the gallery for previews.
Pictures must be miraculous: the instant one is completed, the intimacy between the creation and the creator is ended.
Solitude is the place of purification.
What a time, what a time…
I’m always intrigued by the paintings of Reginald Marsh, who painted scenes depicting the urban world of New York City throughout the early part of the 20th century until his death in 1954. His paintings always seemed densely packed with figures and constant movement, all rendered with easily recognizable line work and colors that were strong yet had a soft transparency. Striking.
But it was great fun and over the few visits there I had many memories that burned indelibly into my memory bank. My parents, and my aunt and uncle who sometimes were with us, would, after a while stop at one of the bars that opened to the boardwalk to have a cold one and I would wander alone. It was a wonderland of colorful attractions and games, their facades faded by time and sun. I have sharp memories of standing at one bar’s doorway and watching a singer all dressed in cowboy regalia standing on the bar with his electric guitar singing out country songs in the middle of the afternoon. I sometimes wonder if it might have been country troubador Jerry Jeff Walker who had come out of Brooklyn.
I remember seeing the crowds down on the beach and suddenly seeing everyone there pointing out to the water and yelling. Looking out, I saw two legs bobbing straight out of the water, almost comically so. The lifeguards rushed out and dragged the body in. Dead and, now that I think about it, had probably been so for a while.
“Hold on!” he exclaimed in a thick accent that sounded Greek and a little angry to a terrified nine year old. He started chastising me.
None are so old as those who have outlived enthusiasm.
The right word may be effective, but no word was ever as effective as a rightly timed pause.
I am really swamped in the studio getting work ready for my upcoming show at the West End Gallery. Too much to d0 so I wasn’t going to write anything today except maybe mention the start this morning of this year’s Tour de France, one of the great spectacles of world sport. This great bicycling event starts at Mont Saint Michel, an old abbey on a tidal island off the of coast Normandy, France. As you can see in the photo above, it’s an amazing sight, one that always stirs some mysterious emotional response within me.