Not until we are lost do we begin to understand ourselves.
—Henry David Thoreau
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I used the painting above to illustrate a post several years back. Titled I Was Lost, this is an experimental piece I did back in early 1997. It remains one of my favorite pieces, one that I linger over when I come across it in my computer’s files or when I go through some older work stored in a bin here in the studio.
There’s nothing special about this piece. It’s a simple thought that was quickly rendered. It definitely didn’t end up anywhere in the vicinity of perfection. Some of the lines veer and quiver uncertainly while the tree trunks sometimes bulge erratically. There’s not really much to grab onto in this piece.
Yet for all it’s deficiencies there is something in this painting that simply speaks to me in a personal way. There’s a flawed elegance in it that moves me– a grace that provides me with hope on those days when the world seems bleak and it is hard to see beyond the trees that obscure the path ahead.
Thoreau’s words mesh well with this piece. To put it another way: Adversity builds character. A-B-C.
When we are lost in the woods, look past the trees that block our view. There’s a way forward. We may not like it at the time but every challenge provides us with the opportunity to discover more of who we really are.
Sorry for going off on a pep talk this morning. Hopefully, you didn’t need it. And if you did, I hope this helps a bit.
I was going through some old images the other day and for some reason I always settle on this image shown here, an old piece from my earliest painting efforts over twenty years back. I call it The Incantation. At that moment a news station was on the TV, with its incessant and seemingly never-ending coverage of the presidential primaries.
Sometimes when I am walking over to the studio in the morning I will have a song stuck in my head. Sometimes it is one that I recently heard, something from the radio. But sometimes it’s one that just springs deeply from the past, something I haven’t thought of in some time. That’s how it was this morning. And thinking of that song linked me to a small painting that I did many years ago.
No story is the same to us after a lapse of time; or rather we who read it are no longer the same interpreters.
I’ve been taking a stained glass class for a few weeks now, trying to shake up my routine and thought process a bit. In going over my work there with the instructor who is teaching me on a one-to-one basis, I try to explain that while I am seeking to learn proper technique I am not shooting for perfection. I am looking for expression and things like rhythm and harmony. It made me think of the painting above , Seeking Imperfection, which was the title piece for my second show at the Principle Gallery back in 2001. I am re-running a post from a few years back that better explains my search for the not-perfect aspects of our world.



