I’m on the road today so I’ll fill with a little story.
When I was seventeen years old I left high school early, in January. I guess I graduated. I had enough credits, had fulfilled all the requirements. Never went to a ceremony, never received a diploma. I had had enough school at that point. I was adrift in my life. No real goals to speak of. Oh, I had desires and dreams but no direction, no guidance.
At some point, I decided i would move to Syracuse and work for my brother, putting in above-ground swimming pools, but that wouldn’t start until April so I had several months to kill. Free time. I spent most of my time reading or watching TV or just driving around. One day in February, I stopped in at the local OTB (that’s off-track betting, by the way) and bet my last eight dollars on the ponies at Aqueduct.
Good fortune was with me that day and I won, hitting the daily double and walking away with something like $ 130. I called Cheri, my girlfriend (and now my wife) and asked if she would be interested in going out. There was a guy playing tonight at the Arena in Binghamton who I had heard a little about. I had his first two LPs and they were alright. Might be interesting and I had money burning a hole in my pocket. His name was Bruce Springstone, Springstein- something like that.
So we went to Binghamton. We got there about an hour before the show and it seemed so different than other shows we’d been to at that time, the mid-70’s. It was so quiet. People were lined up but it was almost silent, like there was this heavy air of anticipation. We still needed tickets so we headed to the box office. I asked the lady behind the glass for the best seats she had and after a moment she slid me two tickets. I looked at them then asked if she had anything better. She laughed and said no, these were pretty good. They were third row, just left of centerstage.
I did say that I was seventeen, right?
Inside, it was so quiet still as we took out seats. There weren’t the screams of drunk kids nor the pungent clouds of pot smoke. Just that heavy air of anticipation. The people around us kept nervously looking at the stage, waiting. We had no idea what to expect but our interest was being piqued. Finally, the roadies cleared the stage and the arena went black. The first Bruuuces filled the air.
The lights came up and there they were, only feet away. Bruce was in a white collarless shirt buttoned at the neck and a vest with a woolen sport jacket. Miami Steve ( Silvio for those of you who know him from the Sopranos) was dressed in a hot pink suit with a white fedora. And directly in front of us, resplendent in a white suit that seemed to glow in the lights was the Big Man himself, Clarence Clemons, his sax glinting gold.
It was overwhelming for someone not knowing what to expect. It was unlike anything I had ever seen to that time. It was pure sonic nirvana with the thump of Mighty Max’s bass drum rattling my sternum and the Big Man’s soaring sax lines. But more than that was the sheer effort that was put out by Springsteen. It was the first time I had seen someone so committed to what they did. It really mattered to him. It seemed that all that mattered at that moment for him was to get across that space to the people in that arena. He dove across the stage. He clambered onto speakers. He gave everything. By the end of the show, some three and a half hours later, he appeared to have been dragged from a river. He was soaked from the top of his boots to the top of head and when he played his Telecaster, his hand on the neck of the guitar would fill with a pool of sweat.
Several years later I ran into a person who had been at that show and when I told him my luck at getting such great seats he greened with envy. We then both agreed that our favorite moment was when they did a cover of the Animals’ It’s My Life. We didn’t really know one another but we both gushed about how that song had moved us, had changed our lives in some small way. I still carry that image and when I hear that song I am suddenly 17 years old again. And ten feet tall with the world at my feet because it was my life and I’d do what I want…
That’s my first Bruce story.
Here’s Backstreets from just a few months earlier than the show I was at. Enjoy.
My first, without the happy ending.
I picked up Asbury Park early. I’d read a great review in RS and, having been stationed near Asbury Park, a place where I’d seen Joplin with her Kozmic Blues Band, I felt a connection, no matter how slight.
I loved that album. I played the grooves off of it. Blinded By The Light is still one of my favorites.
A few years go by and I’m telling everyone I know about this guy from New Jersey.
I find myself in New York in 1975 and Bruce is scheduled to play a club downtown. I go there to buy tickets and the line is around the block. The show sells out well before I get to the window. I am devastated.
But not as bad as I was 40 years ago when two friends asked if I wanted to go upstate with them to see a bunch of bands and, thinking I was going to get laid that weekend (I didn’t) I said no.
So I missed Woodstock, too.
As a wise man once said, “It’s not the girls you kiss you regret, it’s the girls you don’t kiss.”
Thanks, Dave. I, too, wish I could have caught Bruce in a club show. Over the years, it was interesting to watch how his fan base grew and changed. The early crowds were like true-believers. When Bruce asked for quiet the arenas would go dead still, allowing the moment’s dramatic effect grow. As his popularity grew, particularly after “Born In the USA”, the crowds were more and more just drawn to the event , not as personally invested in the music and somewhat ignorant of those first great albums ( I, too, love both) and how his work evolved. Lots more screaming, even in the quiet, powerful moments. It really makes me appreciate how special those early shows were.