Seeking what is true is not seeking what is desirable.
― Albert Camus, The Myth of Sisyphus and Other Essays
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This is another new painting that is headed to the Principle Gallery for my solo show that opens on June 2. The name I chose for this show is Truth and Belief, two concepts that often, especially in this past year of confusion, get jumbled up in our minds
At least, that’s what I believe. It might be true. Or not.
You see, that’s the thing. We often claim to want to know the truth but what we want is validation. We want a truth that confirms what we already believe to be true.
Unfortunately, that is not always the case.
And in the face of a truth that contradicts their beliefs, some will hang onto their misguided belief with even greater tenacity. They view the truth at this point as an adversary, something to be overcome or at least pushed aside to make room for their belief.
But truth is always there, like it or not. It will at some point come into view for all to see, believers and non-believers alike.
And that’s what I see in this piece. The path going into the picture separates with one branch heading into the forest where the view will be limited by the trees and the terrain. The other branch follows a route that takes it to a higher point where the view is unobstructed. The truth of that time and place is clear and undeniable despite what one might believe.
Now a disclaimer: I don’t know if any of this is actually true. But I do believe it to be so. As much as it can be for a schlub sitting in the woods in front of a computer at 6 in the morning. Once I climb to a better vantage point I might think otherwise.
This piece is titled Seeking Truth and is 12″ by 12″ on canvas.
Watching the video the other day of the Rose Garden hullabaloo with the faces of the wealthy and predominantly white men all gleefully gloating the mere passage of a House bill that has the potential to do far more harm than good made me angry and ashamed for this country. To see them so wildly exulting something that does nothing to address the very real problems that exist in the availability and delivery of healthcare to our citizens is an abomination. They shift around some money to the advantage of those already well endowed and they celebrate like they personally defeated an alien force hellbent on overthrowing the Earth.
“Can anything be imagined so ridiculous, that this miserable and wretched creature [man], who is not so much as master of himself, but subject to the injuries of all things, should call himself master and emperor of the world, of which he has not power to know the least part, much less to command the whole?”
I thought that since today is Earth Day I would show this newer painting, an 18″ by 24″ canvas, that I am calling Sanctus Terrae, which translates as sacred land.
This old photo I recently came across fascinates me. From 1937, it depicts a gas mask drill and the participants are the Pioneers of Leningrad. The Pioneers were a Soviet youth organization similar to the Boy Scout movement of the west. They learned skills related to civic and social cooperation with social gatherings and summer camps in order to create good, loyal Soviet citizens.
The omnipotence of evil has never resulted in anything but fruitless efforts. Our thoughts always escape from whoever tries to smother them. 
Through practice we can get to the point where some disturbance may occur but the negative effects on our mind remain on the surface, like the waves that may ripple on the surface of an ocean but don’t have much effect deep down.
Sunday morning. Time for a little music.